Monday, July 14, 2008

QUARREL

haiz
on sat nite after i came back from work
i quarrel with my mama.
i dun wish to shout at her
but sometimes i really cant control my tempers & tears
sometimes wat i do i din lie
sometimes even if i lie is force by u all.
in the first place u all had already lost the trust on me
so no matter wat i explain or said is oso useless
maybe i lie to much that makes u all hard to believe my words.
All i want is just freedom y is it so hard ???
i noe wat u all do is all for my own good
but how long can u all protect me?
i still need to go on with my own life even if is without u all around.
one day u all r still going to set me free
i will still got to bear all the consequences.

Dunnoe wat happen with me & bf too
Emotionally, when I am alone in my bedroom during the night,
My mind start to think a lot a lot…
recently we like cold war
nothing to chat about
nothing to share
hope everything gonna be fine soon.

`我选择相信
因为相信比较快乐'