Serve me Right

i dunnoe that what i said hurt others so much
i dunnoe that my fucking attitude let someone so hard to tolerate me.

Until i met my current bf,
i saw his care & concern towards me...
he will be there to tell me what have i done wrong
he will be there to tell me the truth
he will be there to pei me where ever i need him
he will be there to fetch me from work no matter how tired he is
he will be there to buy me cheese fries when i told him i want to eat
he will bring me to restaurant just to let me feel xing fu
he will find ways to help me think how to minmise my hp bills
he will just want to let me think tt he is on the bus but he is actually at my hse downstairs
he will be able to tolerate my temper no matter wat i said to him...

BUT NOW IS ALL TOO LATE...
what i said to him already hurt him badly
i oso dunnoe how many times have i hurt him
coz is not just once & twice.
Maybe all my fingers is not enough for me to count too.
Only the one who truly love u will be able to tolerate u
but i already lost mine...
The main problem between us is TRUST.
I noe that he doesnt have much friend, he is oso not those flirty type,
but i dun believe him i dun trust him.
If this continue on i tink no guys will be able to stand me too.
I noe that the more i hurt him the more his love for me will fade
i noe is fading soon.
Thanks for being such a nice bf, is just tt i dunnoe how to appreciate u.
Rmb to "Zhen xi yan qian de ren" dun make urself regret just like me...