`tough

Work have been tough recently.

so many things to follow up.

SIAN

but finally i know what is STRESS like.

pimples are popping out one by one!!!

November faster come pls

& i can go on holidays

Tomolo is 15th our 1yr

how will it be like?

Will there be more years to come?

Ten years down the road, will u still be holding my hands?

I dunnoe...

but i hope so.

recently our r/s have not been smooth,

it can explode anytime.

Once it really exploded then the story will come to an end.

Our main problem is TRUST.

somehow i just cant totally trust him

i want to! I try hard to!

is hard is really really hard.

someone told me i dun have confident in myself ,

that y i cant trust him
& i cant even trust myself.

i want to noe when den i can really trust my BF?

becoz of this word TRUST

we have been quarrelling & quarrelling.

Is enough. i really wanna stop all tis.

Can someone tell me how do trust a person?

i can trust my fren but y not for my bf?

TEACH ME HOW CAN I :(

HAPPY 1YR ANNIVERSARY, BF