Monday, September 1, 2008

Insomnia


It has been more than a weeks since we have our last movie.
For the past few nights, i have been suffering insomnia,
i wanted to let myself fall asleep
but once i close my eyes, my mind will be all filled with him.
Just him and nothing more.
how i wish there is no night times...
no lonely times...
The times we spent,
the things we do,
the place we went to,
the things we said,
the laughter we shared...
it keep appearing on my mind...
altough love is not super sweet & romantic
but he nvr failed to let me HAPPY.
Many things had happened in the month of August.
i done so much wrong causing my love to be so sad..
what can i do now?
life have been terribly sucks!
Imagine me without you?
how my life will be like....
i nvr noe that i'll fall so badly,
so badly this time
that i have to admit, im really defeated by tis r/s.

If there is still a hope,
i hope you could hold me tight,
hold me back,
and LOVE me as much as before...

Everything ending soon.
Am i prepared? i thought so...
but i doubt so now...